reminiscence

can't recall when was the last time i wrote something here fully in english.

last two days, during tilawah class, when i talked to our ustaz who is from morocco, i realized that i have somehow become so weak in organizing words into sentence. i don't know since when i have become so bad in using the language.

is it because i seldom read books in english lately? or is it because i have not been presenting anything in english in front of my colleagues?
i wonder.

or...is it because i have been so much in love? *not related* haha~

haih.

how am i suppose to grad with a degree in TESL when i can't really use the language well?

it seems like my english few years back was better than today.

and i really can't figure out why.

can someone help me?